I have been in a deep reflection for the past year.. and its hard growing up and healing all of the pain

move on from the past no matter how hard always treat people with love even though deep inside they hurt you soo and you want revenge!! forgive them and know that they did not know how their actions affected you and even if they did.. don't stay on the ground at thier level lift your self and move on from the pain of your past so that you can lead them.. Its been a hard year of soul searching and figuring out who i really am. I've learned what has made me who I am and I know that I always have room for improvement first step forgive in the fullness of my being. since i have so many negative SOCIAL memories based on my childhood in ABQ. the past 6 months  b4 i moved i was so quiet and angry. i am over it.. SCHOOL IS over.. time to be big boys.. I love you ABQ and our relationship will get better i swear of it!!